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beauty, heartache, human truth
I haven’t written in a while…
We have jumped over the towers of memoir, fantasy, and historical fiction and I haven’t posted a thing. I suppose that’s what Summer is for.
Today I celebrate beauty in the classroom POST 3pm. I’ve been spending some time with some 4th and 5th graders blogging after school. I’m especially inspired by one student, Anne, who has not 2..3..but FOUR blogs (she corrected me today). Read them. Love them. Be inspired.
My kids are breaking my heart with their writing. Don’t they always? I know this about memoir. I know this will happen. And yet, like the first day of school, my heart is surprised by emotion.
Every sigh and heavy exhale is so helpless. Their worries, wonderings, silenced dreams placed so freely on paper.
The human story doesn’t get old. The inner workings of the heart are precious.
I am honored to be their writing teacher. I am honored to be their reader.
On a practical note, we end our developing tomorrow and we’re on to drafting Thursday.
Last day of developing: Writers dig for the hidden truths within our stories. We can do this by rereading our writing, highlighting the stuff that just feels so BIG and TRUE. We can ask, “How will I live differently now that I know this truth? If I could go back in time, knowing what I know now, how would I do this moment over again?”
Drafting What I HAD planned was to teach was:
Writers study the structure of memoir. We name possible ways it might go- highlight where writers stop to “talk” to their reader. Then, we can take out our timeline. Before drafting, we can story tell our moment to our partners (including the post its of what’s happening IN us) and mark the places we will stop and talk to our readers about the truth that our story reveals.
What I WANT to teach NOW is simply: Writers can have magic rub off on them. We can read mentor memoirs and write in the wake of that beauty. I want to do this because I saw miraculous leaps on the day that we did this lesson in the collecting phase. We read a sample from Jacqueline Woodson’s The Notebook of Melanin Sun. Afterwards, my kids and I wrote. Yes, in a wake. A wake of magic. Confession: laughed at Lucy’s words. And now I love them. They are true. Anyway, I want that wake back and I think drafting is the perfect time to bring it again.
My hypothesis is that if students simply read amazing mentors, they can use their timelines and reflections and “write in the wake of power and beauty.” It’s hands off. It’s risky. But I’m excited.
Alone by Jacqueline Woodson from The Notebook of Melanin Sun Yay for finding online texts! ignore the notes.
10/20 while sitting with the kids. I couldn’t resist writing alongside them.
Somedays I wear new like shiny white sneakers
So shiny and white– but they stick out
Pretty, but they dont’ fit in. Not like the others, worn in and comfortable.
And it’ll take time before I’ll look like them, at home and free.
Other times I wear new like a turtle, protecting myself from what might happen
Uncertainty, danger, fear, hurt…
I hide beneath my shell, afraid to trust- until it is safe.
Safe to peek out.
But new is also peeking out at the sound of a friendly voice telling me it’s safe. Peeking out to see a new best friend. Peeking out to find that being new is also smiles and friends and kids I love.
Memoir Day 1:
After this, we took the Life topics (issues) that felt like ours and charted them along with people and moments associated with them… “because we usually care about an issue when we’ve had lots of experience with it.”
Other thoughts: As I make my way through this unit (as a teacher and a writer and an individual) I want so much to write both models for my kids and for myself. Oh, if only I had the discipline to do both. For now, I think they merge a bit. Perhaps when we pick our seed idea, I’ll draft one for them and one for me. The truth waiting to rise to the surface is great, I’m sure.
On another note, I had tear stains on the pages of my writer’s notebook within a 1/2 page of my first entry. Writing is one of those subjects that brings us together through truth and vulnerability, but… is this too much for 5th graders? My heart says no, but I’m a little worried. (I did revise my plans today for a few days of writing moments of joy and celebration. i.e. the moment you met your new best friend or accomplished something you’ve worked toward or the times you’ve laughed until your side hurt. That should give us balance, right?) :)
Tomorrow we start Memoir. My current favorite of favorites.
That means if I’m to do this well.. If I’m to seek honesty and chase beauty like I will charge my kids to do, I’m going to have to write about Grandma.
That scares me.
I can write about the songs. The porch swings and the stories in the rain. I can write about the way she curled my hair with her fingers while she sang to me, but I don’t know if I’m ready to write about the last years. My grandma stories end at age 8. But if I’m brave like I ask my kids to be -like a writer has to be- I have to write the grandma stories at 14.
Those are the ones I’m scared to write.
The ones I’ve never written.
I am notoriously vulnerable in my models. Honest. Heart-breaking sometimes, but I’ve never written about this, these untouched territories.
But. . . no tears in the writer, no tears in the reader, right? That is the truth I will carry with me, their teacher, in this unit. Perhaps I’ll write through it all here.
Today we immersed ourselves in the genre of Memoir by reading lots of it and collectively defining memior.
-Memory of a significant moment + Reflection
Tomorrow, we begin brainstorming.
The week’s lesson are below. I’m (loosely) setting a goal to post here alongside my students through these lessons. :)
*We will generate chart of issues…circle the ones that matter to US. Circle the ones that are really big for me a couple of times. (Go to issues/moments/people chart) We can think about moments and people that are attached to those issues. We think, “Which one can I write fast and furiously about right now?” Then we go write that one!
If I worked in advertising (which would be the absolute worst job in the world for me–I’m more the “You don’t want it? you don’t have to take it… and if you need it, you can find it cheaper here…” kind of a person.) ANYWAY- if I DID work in advertising, I would open a blog. Each day, it tells you what people search for that lead them to your page. So basically I see a lot of what you teachers out there google. (Ps, many of you are quite famous. You are googled a lot. And thank you for the blog traffic, by the way.)
If I were smart (and had time) I would perhaps start an ongoing series and give it a clever title like “Give the people what they want MONDAYs.” On each Monday, I’d write about the topics most searched for. Because I’m still in beginning-of -school-year mode, I resist starting ANYTHING that is not sustainable and hesitate to commit to an every monday post. However. . . I am finding that writing continues to give me life even on the busy days, so why not… Why not give the people what they want?
Ideas so far. . .
1. The best of ______________. (enter your favorite keynote speaker/staff developer here.)
2. How to create a welcoming and fun environment. (LOTS of you google how to make a beautiful classroom!
3. Beginning of the year routines/building community (This could be a BOOK! …maybe one day.)
MOST of you found my blog by googling “how to make a beautiful classroom.” Let’s start there.
As I reflect on my own classroom creations, I think I can name a few things that pass through my mind as I get a vision for a room. I can make a list of them, from practical to more big picture.
1. Get out all the trash or unused paper. (Do you have a hundred copies of a revision checklists and a million left over reading logs from 2002? Then recycle those mounds! No need for them. Start from scratch. Every year is different. The old has gone, the new has come! If you want or need a new feel/vibe, you need to take down the old.
2. Double border. I learned this from my angel mentor, Claire Mundy. What a DIFFERENCE!!! It’s like the difference between a plain picture frame and a matted picture frame.
3. Pick themes and colors you love. If YOU adore your room, your kids will too. You will want to be there, and so will they. (Read Debbie Miller. Read lots of Debbie Miller.. for the reading instruction, but also for the climate she created in her class. Glorious.
4. Get rid of clutter. Just moving books from stacks to bins makes such a difference.
5. Quotes. What truths to you want embedded in your kids’ hearts and minds? Put them up! “Poetry is not words that rhyme. It’s words that feel true.” -Georgia Heard These words (even if I don’t TEACH this until Spring, which I hope isn’t the case) will reiterate to kids a timeless (and maybe surprising) truth about writing.
6. Think about the feeling you want to be tangible as people enter. For me, it is PEACE. I want kids and adults alike to walk in and feel something different. Feel a haven and a place of safety…a place of unconditional love and excitement. One year, I put up a poster by the door that simply said, “Do you know how much I love you?”… ANYTHING that, again, reiterates what you want students to know. This year, I have “Work Hard. Be Kind” in HUGE colorful letters along the wall. Your classroom should have your beliefs all over it.
7. Make it theirs. Kids love Chuck E. Cheese (Don’t worry, I just asked them why today, so it’s current) because it has everything that is for THEM. So make the classroom THEIRS. Give them ownership over where things should go…decorate it with their names and pictures and hang them at their eye-level. (I just bought frames and can’t wait to put random art in them!) Let them decorate their self-portraits and line them along the wall. Make it a kid’s paradise. My goal is to create an environment where kids come in and don’t want to leave!
8. Ok, this might seem superficial, but this is for you people who love decoration. I put border around my board and cabinets… and sometimes large posters. I adds a little something.
9. MUSIC. yes, music. I prefer Bach in the mornings and Jack Johnson (if needed) in the afternoon. A little Vivaldi during writing (Baroque/Fugue-like music is fabulous for writing. Perhaps it’s the systematic patterns that keep the focus, who knows?) Regardless, I think music adds beauty to any environment, so why not a classroom?
10. YOU. I believe we bring more than our creativity to our classrooms, we bring our hearts and souls. You are in education because you love children. That love is going to permeate your room. Period. You make it beautiful.
Ps, Annie, here are pictures for you. Hopefully you can see the double border. ;)
Thank you to my beautiful colleague who reminded me today of one of my favorite writing activities: the I Am From poem. I love that we don’t teach alone for this very reason! If it weren’t for her, the inside of our Writer’s Notebooks would be bare tomorrow…and worse, stories untold.
Here’s to sharing and remembering-
i am from. . .i am from front porch swings in Georgia watching the rain come down
i am from Grandma Shirley holding me tight curling my hair into ringlets with her fingers (even though it curled on its own)
i am from “scrunching” with my mama and drawing pictures on her back when i was too scared to sleep
i am from chasing fireflies and picking blackberries down long dirt roads
i am from loud kitchens full of stories and laughs but a quiet room of melodies and words on a page
i am from a divorced Christmas Day with Spanish rice on one side and turkey on the other Loving, but exhausting
i am from music stands and metronomes from dreams and dreams come true i am from the corner of my favorite street with my favorite bakery from a river that shares its sunsets and sailboats
from the hills of Carolina to the Upper West Side i am from dreams still coming true